What you need

It's not about what you want...

It's about what you need.

Clearing my path

While working on resolving obstacles in my path, I encountered a wonderful experience.

In an attempt to clear some unseen obstructions, I reached out to my master teacher for assistance in gaining visibility of the issue. This would help me in working through the problem more effectively and resuming the mission. I realise that divine timing is key but in this case something was eluding me.

Then it happened

No sooner had I finished requesting assistance that it all started. A lucid dream like event unfolded.

I saw myself lost in deep sorrow, and could not understand why. Suddenly, someone arrived at my side and lent down to hold me in their arms. As I rested my head on their shoulder a deep sorrow turned into an emotional outburst at the experience of this compassionate act. My body began to shake uncontrollably and I felt a release from my heart centre. Like a champagne cork popping.

The Light

I was suddenly enveloped in an amazingly light frequency. It felt very thin, not very dense. Then the swirling started.

A vortex of white light began to spin around me and within me. My awareness felt lighter, more distant from my physical. I began to float effortlessly in this amazing white light.

Back to reality

Soon, I settled down, back in physical awareness. What unfolded as a result was truly amazing. I saw the entire scenario. All the reasons for this blockage, and I realised this reality that I had signed up for was no longer required. It no longer served me.

This contract had served its purpose. I realised I was holding on to the source code. The original programming had an anchor, like a glue that held it all together. Without this anchoring point, the whole lot would unravel.

I had to keep convincing myself that I was not worthy, for the illusion to work. This anchor was the critical component! Now, I had to integrate the knowledge to ensure it remained altered. This was the only way to terminate the contract and free myself fully.

The secret programming?

I had to keep taking responsibility for creations of events that were not of my doing. A typical syndrome of emotional abuse victims. Feeling guilty for someone else's discomfort as a result of an interaction between us.

Although, I had dealt with this before during my training, this was hidden under a different, less obvious version, and very cleverly cloaked.

Integrating this new perspective is very difficult as the old programming lurks close by.

Remaining buoyant and in an elevated mood will be key in the coming hours.